While vacationing with my family on Table Rock Lake over the 4th of July, I had the opportunity to revive an old practice. I've been trying to fish with my kids this summer, but this was the first chance to fish...by myself. The lake was high, and lots of trees provided both challenges and opportunities. When you fish, though, you don't think about that, you just fish. I finally caught a little bass on a beetle spin, and thought maybe things were looking up. As I worked my way around a point, I got my spin caught in a sycamore tree, no more than 4 feet off the shore. The beetle spin now had added value, so after I exhausted my un-snagging tricks and broke the line, I took off my shoes and socks, rolled up my jeans and started to wade toward my little purple bass-slayer. One step led to another, the water got deeper, and in a flash I was at that place where you decide whether getting really wet is really worth it. I got wet. I clutched my beetle spin (my precious-es...) and started thinking about how to appear back at the cabin, wet and yet wise. My aspirations to a fishing sage-like reception evaporated (the water didn't) as I suddenly felt my wallet in one pocket....and my smart phone in the other. Dang.
Long story made medium, Chrissy didn't laugh at me, and suggested 1) a hair dryer and 2) prayer. I got the hair dryer out, mostly to humor her, since you could see the water in the display! The next week I left it in a ziplock bag with a couple of silica gel packets (Chrissy's next idea), the ones that come with your shoes and you shouldn't eat. When we got back a week later, I popped in the bat'ry, and enjoyed my PDA revival. Oh sí, el teléfono vive aun! (the phone still lives...) Chrissy nonchalantly remarked, "I prayed about it..." But I realized I hadn't. I wonder why I didn't?I think it comes down to this. If one of my kids, or a friend had done the same thing, I think I would have been sad, but thought to myself, "Well, that's what you get." And essentially, that's how I felt, that if I was idiot enough to walk into a lake with a phone in my pocket, I didn't deserve to have one. And, ergo, I didn't deserve to have God resurrect it for me. But is God like that? I've accused Him of being that uncaring and callous, but He hasn't given any evidence to support that notion. To the contrary, that's the whole glorious point of His love in Christ, that "deserving" isn't in the picture. It's just uncomfortable when I see that motive in my own heart. I guess if I'm going to wait to ask God for help until I deserve it, I'll be waiting a while. But hey, more time for fishin'....
Chrissy and I had a good chance to catch up on some news from Costa Rica. We talked with our co-workers Edwin & Jessenia Guerra for about an hour. Jessenia shared what's going on with worship in the church at Tres Rios, and she seemed encouraged that the musicians and singers are improving in their technical skills. She's planning to have them all over to her house on Friday to just be together and talk a little about where they find themselves as a ministry. Jessenia also mentioned that she taught last Monday at a ladies' get-together. She said it was a challenge, but I know she did a great job. Edwin told us about a little Mother's Day bash (Mother's Day is August 15th in Costa Rica) at which the men served the ladies. The great thing about this occasion, though, was that a large number of men/husbands helped out that don't usually attend, or have only shown minimal interest thus far. Many of those men then have showed up at church on Sunday. It's only been 5 months since the Institute phase of the project finished, and so that's really good news as the congregation is gaining its own identity.
